Friday, January 16, 2015

Black Hole

there is a day, when I know you for just only a mouthy-story
this mouthy-story gives me a blur portrayal, so I don't pay much attention

the following days, the mouthy-story transfers as a movie
that is the day when I see you as a complete representation of human being
it doesn't mean anything, since there is no word comes out between us

the next dimension times and places gives us a chance to say 'hello'
well, it seems like our first time we know each other names, and yes talk
the day when I start studying your personality as new friend

though, I forget how we undergo the calendar one by one
I surely know I don't really pay attention about you
as far as I can remember, subjecting you as a complete stranger of my life

I never know your intention, indeed
when your messages are coming continuously, with a bit weird question sometimes
but then, I thought it is only a kind of business you want me to do for you
well, being busy is worth me for not thinking how strange your approachment

In other way, it seems like I get a trouble dealing with my personality 
I feel so wrong whenever giving no to your question and invitation
I get the uncomfortability feeling which finally lead me to care about your presence

precious time gives so much probability of chances to work out
hey, none can handle when all dimensions become an ally, but the three alphabets, A-C-T
and how could I do when the A-C-T also chooses to merge to be their ally?

oh I do miss my busy times
the times when I cannot notice your peculiar act
because I am afraid it makes me fall... and throw me too deep 
into a black hole

guys, certain action is taken because there are some reasons behind it! >.<
@fatimahghaniem
16 Januari 2015

Thursday, January 15, 2015

It is January

It is January... 
when the rain visits.. 
not too often, but not too rare.

It is January... 
when the cloud seems so dark..
not too often, but almost everyday.

It is January... 
when all human's story has just begun.. 
not too gloomy, but not too fabulous

It is January...
when the hope flies..
not so high, but not that low.

It is January...
when your day comes up..
not too precise, but not that random.

It is January...
when I miss you...
not smaller than everyday, but bigger than I can remember

It is January...
when I dream about you...
not in all my sleeps, but more often.

It is January...
when I always question your existence...
not that often, but a piece can hurt much.

It is January...
when you conquer me all day...
since it began, till the day moves to February.

It is January...
when you haunt me...
not to kill me, but make me suffer of dying.

It is January...
I don't know, how many January I have passed without you...

It is January...
I.. would never know when I can stop sobbing about you...

Yeah, it is January...
I... would never know when I can enjoy my life without you...

It is January...
when I wish I can get a life...

Hey January... 
when the dimension never meets us...
it is not about maps, I am just a faith believer. 

January...
don't bother to think the way out
it simply is God's hand.

@fatimahghaniem
15 Januari 2015