It is January

It is January... 

when the rain visits.. 

not too often, but not too rare.

It is January... 

when the cloud seems so dark..

not too often, but almost everyday.

It is January... 

when all human's story has just begun.. 

not too gloomy, but not too fabulous

It is January...

when the hope flies..

not so high, but not that low.

It is January...

when your day comes up..

not too precise, but not that random.

It is January...

when I miss you...

not smaller than everyday, but bigger than I can remember

It is January...

when I dream about you...

not in all my sleeps, but more often.

It is January...

when I always question your existence...

not that often, but a piece can hurt much.

It is January...

when you conquer me all day...

since it began, till the day moves to February.

It is January...

when you haunt me...

not to kill me, but make me suffer of dying.

It is January...

I don't know, how many January I have passed without you...

It is January...

I.. would never know when I can stop sobbing about you...

Yeah, it is January...

I... would never know when I can enjoy my life without you...

It is January...

when I wish I can get a life...

Hey January... 

when the dimension never meets us...

it is not about maps, I am just a faith believer. 

January...

don't bother to think the way out

it simply is God's hand.

@fatimahghaniem

15 Januari 2015