Black Hole

there is a day, when I know you for just only a mouthy-story

this mouthy-story gives me a blur portrayal, so I don't pay much attention

the following days, the mouthy-story transfers as a movie

that is the day when I see you as a complete representation of human being

it doesn't mean anything, since there is no word comes out between us

the next dimension times and places gives us a chance to say 'hello'

well, it seems like our first time we know each other names, and yes talk

the day when I start studying your personality as new friend

though, I forget how we undergo the calendar one by one

I surely know I don't really pay attention about you

as far as I can remember, subjecting you as a complete stranger of my life

I never know your intention, indeed

when your messages are coming continuously, with a bit weird question sometimes

but then, I thought it is only a kind of business you want me to do for you

well, being busy is worth me for not thinking how strange your approachment

In other way, it seems like I get a trouble dealing with my personality 

I feel so wrong whenever giving no to your question and invitation

I get the uncomfortability feeling which finally lead me to care about your presence

precious time gives so much probability of chances to work out

hey, none can handle when all dimensions become an ally, but the three alphabets, A-C-T

and how could I do when the A-C-T also chooses to merge to be their ally?

oh I do miss my busy times

the times when I cannot notice your peculiar act

because I am afraid it makes me fall... and throw me too deep 

into a black hole

guys, certain action is taken because there are some reasons behind it! >.<

@fatimahghaniem

16 Januari 2015